Thursday, 13 September 2007
erm. very long nv write le.everyday doing de same things wrking slp wake wrking slp again. nth special. but one thing realy make mi very sad.
that day i off day.i went to my fren salon to learn cutting than sudd "he" call mi. i tot finally he call mi, remember mi and want to care abt mi le.cox we got quite long nv cal or message each others le.tot he really don want tok to mi or care for mi.when i listen to his phone im so happy.! but in de end he cal mi is to lent money to him. say he kana fine nid money urgent. i don hv so much money so i only can lent him half of it. he say ok another half he will ask other ppl. aft put down de phone i start to worry for him tot y so unlucky kana fine.haix. my sistax message mi to tranfer him asap "now" so i faster go bank to tranfer. actually i jus get my pay and i plan to go see doctor as my leg very pain maybe i stand too long than injure until my leg le. but cox i really hope nth will happen to him so i don care my leg le and i lent de money to him. he suddy message mi say thanks and say his fren sell his hp to lent money to him. so he will return him money first than slowly return mi.my fren see de message find veri strange than help mi cal de fren check but wat i found is tat he lie to mi !!! he tk de money to but motor. i really very angry not he tk my money to buy motor but y he want to lie to mi. ecspecally my sistax! i so trust them y must lie to mi. m i so easy to get cheat. or so bad wont lent money to fren. i noe buying motor is his dream so i confirm will help. so i message him again and ask him wat actually he lent money frm mi is for? than he say de true. i realy veri disappointed and angry.until nw im still veri sad and angry with my SISTAX.! i treat them as my sistax and my beloved person so i very trust them. than wat they did to mi. i donnoe hw mi going to ask myself to 4give him and give them de trust bck. can teach my hw.? haix. my fren say he wont return mi de money but i believe him cox last time i lent money to him he got return so i believe tis ones if he bluff mi again i believe i will be very super disappointed and will ignore him 4ever.i hv been wait for him abt half a yr le.y he jus cant understand hw i really care for him?
got one time i very sad oso cox my supervisor like not happy with mi than keep scolding mi anything i do oso wrong than i sell product actually is mine than she key under hers. i veri sad and i find myself been bully so i cry, i cal my fren and my fren make mi more angry cox she jus cant understand. so i plan to message him tot he can comfort mi or something else but in de end wat he reply is tat he going to slp soon than of cox i wont disturb him. than he oso didnt reply le. wat my fren tel mi is tat 'he' is becox he nid money than want cm find mi if not he than wont care or cal mi.
izzit tis true?? i really don wish to heard tat 'yeap he is like that'. i confirm will be heart broken.did he noe he is so important to mi....
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*i will be there for him,when he needs mi..* ;
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