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24/03/09

2009-03-24T07:13:00.000-07:00

this few days after work keep going out with my friend to pub..
so fun..
like ytd, celebrate my best sister joann birthday. went to a pub tats super cold.
will really cold until when talking also will got smk out..
so fun... love tat place so much...
photo here..

joann, her friend(korean), summer and mi

still got others but never take pic only.. =p
reach home around 3plus..

14/02/08

2009-02-14T07:25:00.000-08:00

ytd went to pub with joann summer & co.
went until 3plus than go home. haha=p
kissing myself..

today is valentine days!!!
again this yrs lonely.
so sad. today working at suntec outlet, saw many many couple holding flower walking here and there. humphx!!!! y i don have.!!! =(
today wear until nice nice but no one ask mi out...

today sale not bad,keep it up! =p

08/02/09

2009-02-07T10:02:00.000-08:00

maybe de last day working at honglim(chinatown)
cause kana transfer to other outlet. maybe suntec.
sad. hardly can tok with xiaohui, ayu, nazira le..
we all seperate to diff outlet.
*only work on suntec thurs, fri and sat.*

went to meet takkiya and alaper at bugis than straight down to amk.
do abit shopping, didnt buy anything, had our dinner.
wait until wenxiang , his co. and aiki all come than we go watch movie.
watch de *alls well...* very funny.. =)
12plus than finish.
no bus nor train le..sad
went to de nearest coffee shop chat awhile than take cad home.

donnoe weather shld write in here mah...
first time feel so empty inside my heart.
everytime say don wan care him but cant.
but wad i wan i also donnoe...
first time so confuse..
so empty..
Y???

03/02/09

2009-02-02T19:51:00.000-08:00

black short hair.. nice????

IM SICK!!
high fever again ytd.
today mc.. haha
finally can use until my mc, if not every year give mi also never use..
this few days many ppl around mi fall sick..
*take care yourself ya* drink more water, rest more too..

everyone is back only left wenxiang not yet.
but he coming back tonight.. tml morning will be back..

times really go fast..

30/01/09

2009-01-29T23:16:00.001-08:00

today off again..
later at night than go out with mummy to far east..
now so boring at home..

miss all my malaysia friends..
one message also don have..
so sad.!!
come back message mi okies..
loves.!!!
<3

cny tat day saw this cad.. so dame cute.!!!

24/01/09

2009-01-24T07:40:00.002-08:00

almost two week never online le..
cny coming soon within one more day!!
wish everyone a early HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARS!!

today aft work went to find laopo and her boyfriend &.co
watch 'LOVE MATTERS', show very funny,
and abit no link at de ending.
but i learn one most important things..
not to flirt around.. just follow and loves de one and only person.
if not will get a bad trouble and mess up all your things.

NOW i really hope tat
to look at him
to care for him
to worry for him
to wait for him
and to love him .
this is wad i only can do.
he like mi to be strong and independent girl. so i will try.
cause he know he cant to be with mi every second for mi.

yesterday is wenxiang 22 BIRTHDAY!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

went to bugis celebrated.
had our dinner and cut cakes...
went to ktv too after tat..
brought him a shirt. for present!
something happen.. make mi abit jealous.
but i know i shouldnt be doing tat.
no state to do tat.
so i try to enjoy.
saw him very tired after tat..
heart very pain.. feel so sorry..
as i know he been a week plus not resting..
heartaches.

some memories i will keep inside my heart.
cant 4gettble. wont try write in..

receive his message this afternoon.
says he like de shirt i brought for him.
so happy. =p
find an excuse, saying he headaches yesterday.
but i know its lying.. =p
anyway.. please take care yourself..
for your sake and mine.

04/0109

2009-01-04T04:45:00.001-08:00

last two days met until my first love..=p
exchange number together.. now slight got contract le.
we walk home together.=D

ytd after work, went to ms meet joann & summer they all.
feel something sad.
after awhile than laopo and her lovess came.
went to food count had our dinner.
settle something that is a misunderstood.
abit disapointed by laopo.. but after sit down and chat everything settle.
so don worry laopo..i believe our laopoship will not affected..
reach home around 11.. so tired..

today sale not bad.. good good good continue!! =) haha

29/12/08

2008-12-28T20:44:00.000-08:00

new years coming..!!
but y i must be alone every years???
this coming new years may let this all story to a ending le.
and start a new life with a me!
but i will help him to pray hard to let him found his gf de!! since he hoping so much..

finally i realize tat bei ai shi xin fu, dan waiting shi lei ren de.
so in this coming years, i wont allow mi to wait for anyone. either 4get or let go.
wont like a idiot, waiting and try hurt myself so much.. it so dame tried..
thanks to you for teaching mi so much... i will let them go..

new mi and a new status in work.. =p haha

my new name tag photo.
scary???????

25/12/08

2008-12-25T06:14:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!

yesterday morning have to work, but lucky boss understanding let us early off at 5.
haha. ;p
together with shirely, emila and shirely son went to orchard to had our dinner than
adeline laopo and nelson come find us.. wait for an hour, ah wei, ronald and ah boy than reach...than we still also have to wait for another group to come.. everyone here all wait until very tired le.. but no choice. an hour later ah xiang and his friend came... again wait for any hour wenxiang that big group come le.. finally all come.. total wait 4 hours... from 530 wait until nearly 10.. aiyo!!!! =(

we had lots of fun... spraying here and there... so fun!!!! hard to describe!!
at de end, i nearly quarrel with laopo.. as her friend nelson want bring her go pub!!
i super disagree!!! cause wo bu fang xin!!!
sorry laopo.. must understand..!! =p
around 2am wenxiang that group, laopo and mi went to cineleisure there to had our supper.. late 2 than take cad home.. wenxiang, laopo and mi share one cad home together.. until my house already 25plus dollars..
(but ok la one year one time..) haha abit ex!! =p
anyway if can i really hope can turn back de time to that min.. really had lots of fun. i cant bear to let de time flies.. haha!!

this christmas "countdown" really FUN!!

21/12/08

2008-12-21T07:30:00.001-08:00

(im so lonely)

many things has change.
including mi!!
cause of him i get tired.
advise form my friends say, y dont give myself rest and a time for mi to breathe.
so i had stop calling him nor message him neither.
im really too tired!!

now i had give up.
but wad had happen to my dearest sweet heart???
she and her bf..
has their feeling change tooo??????????????
hope not..i support this relationship.
finally bitch has disappear, now got another person!!
aiyo.! they two are so caring for each other but y yet still like tat...
calling mi to tell mi..
im so fail about mine. so i don wish to see yours too..

ytd went out after work.
went to airport.
meet up with adeline summer joann and joann frens..
had my dinner.
went around to take photo.
but no joann as she don wan take..
sianx

after meet them i went to tampines mart to find my sistax
as he is celebrating his 18 birthday!!!
HAPPY BITHRDAY!!
here are some photo..

sistax birthday!!

celebrate until 2 plus i than go home..
as next day have to work.. so sad.
if not confirm ton with him..
sistax birthday must accompany. haha =p

15/12/08

2008-12-15T07:59:00.000-08:00

today sale not bad.. keep it up.. JIA YOU!!!

so tired.
sooooooooooooo tired.!!

08/12/08

2008-12-08T08:47:00.002-08:00

at orchard

at vivo city

de christmas tree so nice.. i wan go see with you..!!!

today off day.. tomorrow off too..
yeshx. two days.. haha =)
today weather super cold.. but very siok.. =p

went to my friend shop..
at jurong east there side.
doing nth there..
angry with one customer lo.
because of i look young, dare not let mi cut..
scare i don know.. siao!!! as if they never young be4.
but never mind. lucky my boss help mi say back them..
haha..
next time i must wear and make-up more mature le... =)

after work went to find my friend..
went to sembawang.wait for him at mrt station..
see he finding mi with his friend.. de look so cute lo.. haha
head down to ang mo kio, meet up with his friends..
sit at s11 there chatting, eat and drink.
all his friend so funny lo..
all so joker. with them sure very happy lo..
around 11plus than go take bus home..

finally meet until him le..
ask him out so many time but in de end cancel..
today im so happy to meet up him.
although its just few hours..
i so happy le..
satisfied.. =)

05/12/08

2008-12-05T08:14:00.001-08:00

so unlucky today..
cut until my hand.. change up to three hansaplant le.. still bleed.
monday to thursday i busying doing my friend hair..

melvin hair....

yihui hair...

xinyi hair...

xinyi,mindy and mi..

but today stone at salon.. NO PPL!!! festive sessions leh.. y no people..

sorry i never thought tat you will saw my blog..
wad i wan is only de confirm of your feeling.
i don really no nid other things..
just need your accompany when i really need you..
make mi laugh when i crying..

no mater wad, let time settle bah.. i also donnoe wad to do and says..

01/12/08

2008-12-01T08:46:00.001-08:00

today working so tired...
(no one understand)

afternoon laopo called mi.. told mi abt her problem.
i feel so sad for her. so angry.. with tat F***ing bitch!!!
Y in this whole got all this idiot bitch around us..
PLEASE GET LOST ALL BITCH!!!

quarrel with my sistax again..
really very tired.. y must we every time quarrel..
are we leak of understanding??

saded!!

22/11/08

2008-11-23T07:12:00.000-08:00

today almost cant wake up to work..=p
ytd reach home roughly reaching 2am plus.

ytd was a big day!!!!
YVONNE MUMMY WEDDING!!!

so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet....

4am wake up to perpare everything.
meet summer at 530am. sit my daddy car.thanks daddy!!=x
reach joann house downstair at 6am plus. meet joann and her sister too.
630 reach yishun. went to to find yvonne.
saw her with de white dress.. very nice!!!

(sorry, only had this photo)

did all de ceremony..

when over to alex house. than went back to yvonne house again than go back alex house rest. but joann summer and i stop at yvonnoe house than went back le.
to perpare night party.(sorry for no photo at alex house as my camera low batt.)paiseh sorry!!!

did all de stying for joann summer adeline dajie tiffany. for mi, just tie up wil do. as im tired to do le..=p

had our dinner at de wedding restarant.
*saw my exbf abit paiseh. =p *

finish at 10plus. joann summer and de nice driver(donnoe de name =x) and i asked bernard call out too and we went to east coast to eat and see ah gua. wahahahaha =0
reach home amost 2 than sleep. now so dame tired..but still very happy for ytd..

WISH YVONNE & ALEX
-must xinfu
-bai tao dao lao
-all bless to you.
must update with mi okies. mummy.! loves<3

18/11/08

2008-11-18T07:49:00.001-08:00

today working again.. changed my off day to Wednesday..

my head today dame pain.. had a very bad headaches.. =(

yesterday sale quite good.. learn alot of things.. so happy!!
but today.. bad sale, only one customer..

now i abit started to hate him and regretted to know him too.. he always make mi so disappointed and heart breaks.. y must i know him... I DON WANT!!!!!!

10/11/08

2008-11-10T07:39:00.000-08:00

today working day again...doing de same thing over and over again...
BUT something different is my boss today personally come start teach mi cutting..
WAO!!!!! haha my first cut at salon..

my friend say i learn thing fast.. all thanks to my friend who dare to let mi try cut... thanks thanks.. but don worry la.. be4 tat my teacher got teach mi be4.. but now is my boss teach..

my boss teach my cutting.. standing behind mi,, i dame idiot stress lo. hand shake badly..but don know y my friend still say very good..
now i than feel de busying feeling whereby doing highlight for other customer than cutting another customer head.. so siok... HAPPY...=p

something happen ytd.. aft work i rush down to fareast to find joann ade summer and yvonne they all.. brought one dress.. planning to wear on yvonne wedding tat day..=)
spend roundly spend 40 plus.. heart pain. when here and there..reach home abt 10plus.. tot putting photo taken by my phone, pic which i did colour and blow customer hair) in to my camera.. as joann lend frm mi and just return mi back.inside got many photo... but aft i frm my phone pull photo into my camera, than i cannot open again.. either at com also cannot open. had to reformat.. dame idiot heart pain and sad..
all pic gone.. all my design gone.. ='(

ytd night.. i message him again.. but he never reply.. very saded.
i promise myself ytd tat i will let him go.. i tot i can do tat... but this morning he message mi again..says ' sorry cause he busy and tried so never reply..
i don know is tat just excuse or wad.. but i didnt reply him today. my heart got one feeling at i can bear to let him go... but i must to.... sorry.. as im really scare to kanna hurt again... im scare..!!!!

03/11/08

2008-11-03T08:34:00.000-08:00

so tired.. just finish work...

this two day sale not very good. but still not bad..
teaching new assistant, still not bad.. but i really don know how to explain!!!!

thinking alot.. this few day he really don bother mi at all.. neither message him nor call him. he like just don care.. so i really feel so useless. y i will fall in on him?? don know can really trust him mah.. but no matter wad, i decided to stop thinking and don care for him .. treat him as a friend.. don message him or call him until he did.

can i really do tat??? i don know... try!!!
maybe one day i really can..

31/10/08

2008-10-31T08:45:00.000-07:00

just after work... so tired, leg so dame pain..

today so dame unlucky..
1. teach two new girl until i very angry.. blood super hot.
2. help my boss daughter to ton hair, burn until my hand.. so painful =(
3. do mnothly settlement, paper jam half way... somemore this monthly settlement cant redo de..sure tommorrow kana scold.. confirm!!! surely die..

On 29/10/08. i will always remember..
our relationship stop...
he say he had alot thing to settle. work and family problem.
he say we happen to fast le.. started too fast.. don understand each other ++++
but he still wanna continue like mi..
ask mi not to rejaect him if he ask mi out...
but i really scare tat he's only excuse. inculding my 3princess say so
but i feel tat in his heart i not improtant to him. cause evertime i chat with him he like just playing, never take it serious.. never feel any serious..
i really wanna believe him but really can i?????
i scare to get hurt again...
can i really continue like him and wait for him ???

28/10/08

2008-10-27T20:47:00.000-07:00

yesterday and today off days!!! siok!!!

laopo come to my house around 10plus to dye her hair.. luckly we finish at 1plus if not we late mit joann, she will scold us.. =p haha

yesterday went out with 3princess to bedok, at joann mummy shop there have my breakfast.. around 2plus =p went to joann ah ma after tat, joann mummy drives us there, as joann ah gong sick..she dame worry her ah gong lo.. visit finish her ah gong we plan to sing k but its ex during public holiday, so we go to bedok inter in de end. joann had her dinner at KFC.. see her eat i also tem le.. but i didnt eat la..took alot pic with summer haha =p

around 5plus ba we no place to go le than we go home le..
reach home, saw all my aunty at home.. so miss my nieces.see them playing mahjong than i had to help my nieces cut hair... went to have our dinner at 8plus at tampines 477.

ONE BIG NEWS!!!!
I GOT BOYFRIEND LE!!!

start at 26/10/08... memories started..
yesterday call him chat chat.. at first quite fun.. he very funny lo.. cute..
but in de end while we soon hang up tat time i suddenly feel very uneasy.. as i feel tat he like playing only.. not serious at this relationship.. i very sad.. but this is wad i feel only.. don know izzit i think to much or wad.. but i really hope this relationship can really last.. my princess keep asking mi not to love him too much as he love mi.. but i just cant control. i think i really fall in le bah.. i think i really love him le.. how.. i really scare..who can help mi to get rid of this uneasy feeling.. =( i wanna believe, trust him..
I LOVE WENXIANG!!!

19/10/08

2008-10-19T06:50:00.000-07:00

ytd was mi birthday... finally 18. wish myself all dreams come true.. =p

went to work in morning. sale very bad.....

abit ot but still manage to be back tampines at 6plus bah...meet my family and my aunty. had my celebration at fish &co. food there ok ok only , cause i order wrong thing. PRAWN., in de end i only had de noodle.=p
something so embrass... no face to go tampines mall basement again.. de staff there sang happy birthday song for mi loudly. super shy...

look yummy....

my brother had.

my sister had .

this is wad i had... not bad la =p

they celebate for mi.. thanks.

so dame shy.....

after had my dinner. my brother sec sister and mi went to meet up with mi friend than straight down to bugis ktv.. sing alot songs and drink alot. i drunk in de end. luckly got my brother and sister to send mi home.. thanks lot.. =p

today wake up still feeling unwell but i had to wake up to mit my laopo and sister..
as they are celebrate for mi too. had my celebration at pizza hut. eat until dame FULL.(picture had to wait for joann to send). one dame funny thing happen at pizza hut, edward planning to put abit chesse but in de end every pour out in sudden. !!
gets all mi present. i loves it lots.... thanks very much.... muacks...
edward kor today dame luckly.. try one time to play hanging toys and gets one.. so dame luckly...

thanks to everyone....

28/09/08

2008-09-28T06:25:00.000-07:00

today almost cant wake up in morning. =p ytd reach home around 00:15 plus. sleep at 00:45. wake up at 0730, so dame tired....

ytd aft work rush back to tampines to meet up with my mummy to get laopo present as i 4got to bring along. =p take 31 straight down to joann house to meet them up. on de bus i wrote a letter (love letter) =p so y my handwriting abit ugly. sorry!!

went to beach cadana at east coast to have our romantic dinner. really dame romantic. 'picture can go joann blog to see'. very dark at night too. we wanna see de menu also very hard. lucky de table there got candle.

food there erm...very nice. as im very hungry.=p
this summer joann mi order- cadana chicken chop

this laopo yi hui order- sambal chicken chop

de rest order other. never take as i dame hungry, busy having mine food. =p

after had our dinner, joann decided to ask de DJ there to play a birthday song and ask to say out de message to laopo. our, everyone blessing.
laopo get so touch and cry out. laopo don cry la. we all love you..sayang!!

cut de cake and eat. everyone jus dig and enjoy. all 4gotten to left some for de DJ and de worker there=p sorry haha. but de cake dame nice lo. super nice.=p

after everything we slowing walk to joann house rest and chat chat first.
until 23:30 plus than we left. as tml i still have to work. sorry.

laopo this year birthday should be most hard to 4get bah. sweet sweet couple..

" sorry loapo maybe de photo abit no nice but is our memories.. muacks.
last of all. laopo belated HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! love de present mah???? =p

08/09/08

2008-09-08T08:51:00.000-07:00

saded. this few days comission very very less. no ppl come do hair. but luckly my boss teach mi things. but i believe this month salary sure dame less. whu can feed mi... haix.
customer come come come lehx. let my earn... haix.

hate china ppl. so zhi yi wei shi. humphx. they all very good po boss lo. so fake. idiot.

30/08/08

2008-08-30T08:17:00.000-07:00

today is my unlucky day!!!! SAD

fell down in de early morning. within one week fell down two times.. so painful!
today very angry with my boss. ANGRY! i push a treatment tat cost $150 and i did everything for her,should be mi can get de comission, but yet my boss give to de other stylish. IDIOT! cause de customer wan prof. to do.
so dont ask mi to do lah!! humphx IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT. waste my time only!!!
aft work. go meet up with my laopo. shop awhile as edward still with his friend playing pool at other place. buy two socking and had my dinner with my laopo than straight down to edward huse to help his brother and maid to cut hair. so happy they all very statifed with de cutting. give mi more and more confidence. thankx ya.!! haha =p sorry de photo abit dark. maybe cant see clearly. paiseh!!! =p

this following photo is tat time my dearest second sister birthday celebration at pizza hut.

elder sister, second sister,mummy and mi (frm left to right)

elder sister, elder bother, second sister and mummy(all up 20yrs)(frm left to right)

mi, second sister and mummy.
de food very nice. yummy!! mummy treat. =p thanks....

18/08/08

2008-08-18T10:21:00.000-07:00

maybe i really miss thinking of your feeling. sorry!!!!
im so tired to quarrel with you this things.!!!
can we stop???????

i always wanna find you but is tat i scare everytime find you, you will find mi irriating mahx. cox i can everyday call you but you busying. if not let laopo know i find you more than i find her, you know la. she will beat my backside.
yahx. thankx tat you always at my side when i got trouble sloving problem.
you know mi well too. i very good making problem than sloving them.

chaging problem we just don quarrel le. everyone grow up will sure change but only see either to good or bad.

maybe your working life is more stressful than mi. i understand tat every working life have their stresses so we just don quarrel abt this any more.

i don wan because of all this idoit and not improtant person to spoilt our friendship.(not inculding sj) *i know they are more improtant than everything.!!!*

stop our nth better to do quarrel please.
i still love deeply in our 4 friendship.!!!!! <3

18/08/08

2008-08-18T09:22:00.000-07:00

joann.-
please lorx, sheng thing be4 i saying tat i really don like him but aft he keep contract mi i than start abit okies. CONFRIM!
nick things.. i also wanna don care him but yet you help him go match mi with him.
somemore you know tat time i still love with other guy. i think you shld know whu i toking abt. yahx maybe i very touch tat you always give up than push them to mi but please. do you ask mi be4 tat izzit i like him... please.
i always feel tat you always just use mi off. when you need mi than you will treat mi and tok to mi nicely. but when you don need mi you just giving attitube to mi.
im glad tat you also know you giving mi attitube.
you also change alot okies. everytime you mood bad you will thrown all your temper to mi and euu don even say sorry, but jus say whu ask you so unluckly tat everytime i call you is bad mood. but if euu really treasure mii yu wont like tat.
in this world also got many joann. my colleugues also can call joann too mahx. doesnt mean you.!! de story abt CY. you know whu. cy call mi out first too okies. but only you don know. he call mi out to mit up with jw they all.
reject.. haha!! how to reject. tat time i wanna reject and im so scare and i cry but whu ask mi to give a try. 4get abt k***. whu say don cry for k***. whu ask mi to stop think and miss k***.

you also know tat i very 4gettful. sometime i say something but i never think back de okies!!!!!!

i know not all you fault but also not my fault okies.!!!!!!!

18/08/08

2008-08-18T07:22:00.000-07:00

jus knock off aft work. but nw i very dame angry....

TO YOU!!!!!

JOANN- saying SJ im sorry . but wad euu say abt sheng things. i super angry. first, i see him i only think he quite good looking only but i don hv any feeling for him. than that time he wanted to find job is you that give him my number. than he keep calling mi and ask mi out de OKIES. NOT i ask him out.!!!! don everything say i wrong or say until i very bad keep snatch your loves one. some you match-make, some is they like mi i also cannt do anythings.sometime i know you like tat guy i will stop my feeling too,don like tat guy too.everything is just coinsicdent. DO you know sometime you in front of many ppl shoot mi until i no face but yet i just shut up and let you win , just 4get it.
now because of SJ wan break out of our 6 yrs friendship, i donnoe wad you thinking?????
if you really treat mi as your sistax you wont like tat say and write all this on blog to let eveyone see and tot i super bad gal.
sometime i really donnoe you really got treat mi as sistax mah? evertime toking with mi , no matter is on phone or face to face, you just toking or showing mi your attitube.don even think for my feeling and just say wad ever you like. tat hurt okies.!! in your story abt us. i also donnoe wad you writing. all like wirte you until very dame kind and nice but wad de fact is totally up side down. but yet there still write true story...this thing i can don care but abt de snatch loves one., please i never. i didnt do anything. promise!! is they all come find mi i also cant do anything.!!!!!!!

SUMMER-
at behind trying to listen to wad your toking, i know maybe i was wrong, sorry, cause i will trying to disturb and make fun. but i didnt notices tat you will piss off..
saying SJ. i know i wrong. but i really 4get tat de other two are in M but not at SJ!! sorry

any offence sorry abt tat!!!!

03/08/08

2008-08-02T20:15:00.000-07:00

its long time never update le bahx. must guai gaui update le if not my laopo want beat mi backside de. naught. haha =p

busy working. this few days got many ppl. do until i going crazy. 7pm than have our lunch. somemore i alos not feeling well. TIRED....

summer went to malaysia to see super junior. so gd envy..

yesterday after work i go find joann. at her house downstair burn paper to my dearest weiyi. after that i still rush down to my aunty house as my cousin birthday, having a birthday party. whole day rushing here and there. so tired. reach home still watch a show that my sister brought, scissor man, dame nice lo. so touch, i almost cry. sad. =p

nw im still working but im using my friend wei' com. haha nid return back him le.next time see when i free than update againg bahx. after work still need meet my sister go bugis shopping haha

TIRED!!!!!!

060708

2008-07-05T09:00:00.000-07:00

around 1 month plus nv update le. laopo scolded and nagging mi. NO chocie. =p

this two week got many things happen around mi. sad more than happy things.

happy : 4 of us finally can mit out le. all thanks to summer birthday. =p
its a very wonderful celebration. we went to bugis as summer wanna
buy thing.aft tat we straight WALK to mit joann up.
from bugis to city hall,most wrose that de sun is dame idiot hot.
all cannot dahan went to de nearest 7evenly to buy cold drink.
went to tcc to celebrate and drink. ade and mi brought a DKNY perfume
and joann did a DIY present(all abt de super junior). i believe summer
sure very touch bah. joann wrote a letter than read infont of us.
saw summer eyes oso red le. somemore really cry out. i heard oso like
saying last words. =psorry!!!!! haha joking ya. =p but anyway. de
persent that joann do i see also very dame touching lorx. esp de
1000puzzle.

Sad : working.. long story to say. tired.!!
famliy- quarrel with my mummy again. this time de worse. becox
she saw my cigg box in bag. as i promise her be4 that i
wont smk again but i fail.
i know that i disappoint her. feel like saying sorry but
i fail to say so. cause i don hv de courange to say.
but wad she say really hurt mi alot too. ecp say she don
wan to recongize mi as her daughter and next wadeven i do
outside she dont wan to bother nor care and for my breakfast,
lunch or dinner she's not cook for mi again and even my clothes
she will throw aside, wait for mi to wash myself.don even wan
care for mi le. do she noe that i heard all this my heart
feel pain and hurtful.
until today morning we don even talk to each other. i tot that
maybe aft wrk i go home shld be ok le bah. but this is wan i tot
only. aft i bath, sitting at my sofa eating jelly and watch tv
she start to shout.'WASH YOUR OWN CLOTHES HUH!! IF NOT NO ONE
WILL BE WASHING FOR YOU.NEVER WASH THAN NO NEED TO WEAR AGAIN.'
she even call all my aunty, saying that i smk. i feel like do
she nid to do that. want mi help her call all de tv channel come
and do interview, saying her daughter look innocent but yet smk
outside. HUMPHx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
while washing my clothes, i call ade up to tell her all thing and
cry. call weizhi out too but he busy. so i went to find summer.
see her watch de super junior mtv and chatting with joann online
my mood slowly ok le. daddy called to go hm so i came bck. if not
i really feel like going to joann house and stay at least not need
to hear mummy nagging, shouting and scolding. saded..... !!!!
wad shld i do.. i believe this silent between mummy and mi sure
very long. no one going to talk to each other again le bah.
SAD!!!! (SORRY MUmmy.!)

31/05/08

2008-05-31T08:02:00.000-07:00

today mi boss going oversea to aus.
she wrk until around 3 plus than straight go airport le.
so our salon oso very quite, aft she go we start to play cards until finish wrk.=p

went to apple 21yrs old chalet. but when i reach apple chalet no long joann going hm le.sad
luckly summer accompany through. saw her all relative. all very friendly, kind and funny. can joke all through.im so envy...
tk manny photo. but i only go few...
HAPPY 21 BIRTHDAY APPLE!!!!

25/05/08

2008-05-25T07:54:00.000-07:00

ytd very dame busy in salon. dame many ppl,non stop wrking.

aft wrk went to find keng they all.pass him his present. than we went to simei east point. but keng and his stead went to 201 aft tat than cm find us. slack at there until 8 plus bahx. Than they all wanted to go boatquay drink. actually i want to go too but think of today nid go mit fren and oso aft wrk very dame tired. MOst important things is tat, aft i drunk i will do silly things, like grab a person and kiss and oso call ppl and scold. haha =p scare lata frighten them so for de sick of them better don go, lata frighten them and ran aways. lols =p

saw keng stead ytd, very pretty and cute. see them swt swt i actually got abit jealous, but actually oso can say no feeling at all, maybe is a gd things bahx. at least i noe i no more feeling for tat guy. i scare i will get hurt , so no feeling is gd. better don hv.....

today actually shld be miting nick but in de end i mit up with adeline, edward, siyuan and fabian.we went to tm slack. but in de end oso nth to do. walk few step stop, walk few sept stop. haha lols nth better to do.!!!than we went to 800plus eat, than went up to adeline huse to watch tv awhile. than left onli edward siyuan fabian and mi , we went to CGH to accompany fabian see doctor.but in de end oso cannot get de mc. wait for more than an hrs. luckly there got two very cute litte gal enterain us haha. dame funny and cute lorx.

tired!!!! tml still to wrk. hate to go!!!!!! =p

19/05/08

2008-05-18T14:59:00.000-07:00

went to joann sister chalet for two days.
photo show below.--->

20/04/08

2008-04-20T07:53:00.000-07:00

sorry last week nv update. kekex

ytd aft wrk go find ade and edward, actually we go cycle but they finish cycle aft my wrk so i nv cycle. sad. but i go 201 find them.

around 9plus i go find derrick and his stead at tampines mart. but around 10 derrick and i go keng huse help keng mummy dye hair. until 2 plus i than reach hm 3 than slp.

today i 12 wake up, watch tv than around 4 i go mit ade go swim. very tired lorx. aft tat. we two like jelly like tat no enegry. lols

this week i brought-

-psp
-two sissors.

nw no more money le. must save save save.
tml planing go pub with joann and summer. ade donnoe will cm along mahx??????
lols

05/04/08

2008-04-05T08:18:00.000-07:00

today saturday so still nid to wrk in de morning but only until 6. lucky today not so much ppl . one sad things is on 31 march, one of my favour stylish katherine, left our company, no more wrking le, as she is going to aus on 11 april to acc her stead and oso go there update her skill.

aft she left. very less ppl le. can say everyday right time finish.=p wahaha. gd gd.!!

today one thing make mi very angry, actually i noe i giving attitube to him but no choice!! i dame angry,im so looking forward to go eur huse help eur mummy do hair, than sudd don hv le. as i bring all my thing le and its so heavy. than euu sudd say wan go out with frens maybe not going hm, than hw abt mi?? ask mi go eur huse my own. do eu noe tat i will be very paiseh.as i oso not very close with eur sister nor eur parent. at least eu at there acc mi i oso wont so paiseh mahx!! haix. but i understand euu position la, tat euu got very less time going out with euu bubby, as euu nw in army and oso euu didnt promise tat euu will stay with mi but i really very looking forward. and i oso didnt quarrel with euu so much. but no matter wad, i noe i wrong to show euu attitube. sorry ya!! hope euu oso can understand mi tat im so tired aft my wrk!! sorry!!!

mit up with ade around 6plus bahx. stay at tampine mall.slacking all de way through. tot got mit him so i ask ade laopo edward kor and siyuan to acc my until 9plus!but in de end nv mit le so we oso plan to go hm. than sudd fabian ask us to wait for him at small mac. but oso nv cm. reach hm abt late 9 plus bahx!

today aft wrk jus like doing ah hai waiting!!!!

30/03/08

2008-03-29T23:20:00.000-07:00

today off too. but still wait for my fren summer and my aunty to cm cox they ask mi help them do their hair!!

ytd aft wrk i around 630 i went to find joann first slack with her at pp. we went to eat first than sit there tok until 9 plus bahx. yvonne and i went to east coast there find derrick and keng as i already ask them cm out le but they went to their fen chalet. yvonne derrick and i went to de beach there play awhile than we go wash up le.than yvonne sudd say wan go mit her fren liao than left first.than derrick and i go play pool awhile oso. than we go bck find keng. until 1230am we than left de chalet.
we went to keng huse rest first. see keng playing com than derrick at his sister room watch movie. see him ownself lorx. humphx.around 2plus they al feel hungry than we call mac to eat. until 3plus than go hm.

15/03/08

2008-03-16T06:16:00.000-07:00

today sunday,oso my off day. =x

actually shld help summer to do reborning but ytd night i watch a H.K show until mid 4plus than slp morning wake up still keep watch until very kanjon. so i asked her to cm nx week. sorry ya!!!=p

ytd wrking. i very angry with a customer lorx.nth better to do. cm in to our salon than we ask her to go in have a sit first and wait for a while as stlish is on their way back, she very angry and ask mi hw long.i asked her hw abt hw much time euu left.she get more angry and tel mi,'not de matter hw much time i have,if i say i only hv half an hours euu really can complete for mi.' i faster tel her hw abt i ask other stylish to do for euu. she say in very angry tone, nvm i don wan to do le and left.my boss saw it and asked mi wad happen. i tel her everything and she scold mi not to say tat wait for a while,stlish on de way bck,cox customer wont noe they must wait for hw long. but wad ever i says is she teach de mahx. i jus say wad she teach mi. HUMPHX!!! i confirm say bck my boss tat i jus ask her to wait awhile and didnt say anything. IDIOT CUSTOMER nth better to do go hm slp la. ARHX.!!!

aft wrk i went to suntec find gina. say tat she wan give mi things. i than go find laopo at suntec too. went to ms eat le than go find kor edward and siyuan playing pool.aft tat we went smking and tk many many photo. =>

elieen jie, ade loapo and mi=x

all of us=p

frens...

09/03/08

2008-03-09T08:08:00.000-07:00

this week wrking everyday.BUT

3 PRINCESS must see..***
this two day i noe my temper keep cming out.sorry my 3 princess if i reali show to you all, i didnt mean it. sorry i still loves you all <3(muackx) =p

saturday aft wrk i went to mit joann they al with one fren.
we drink and chat until around 8 plus bahx than joann and yvonne went hm.
left summer ade edward siyuan and mi, we went 201 walk walk.
around 10 plus than reach hm.

reach hm not long my fren call mi and we two quarrel. he say he angry to see mi smking, as i promise him to quit be4. sorry. i finally tel him abt our relationship. i ask him not to treat mi well, as im scare to fall in him. i only still wan to wait for one tat i really in love with. maybe my loves one and mi nv chat nor update le but i still wan wait for him to finish his ns. my fren say he oso nv like mi, jus treat mi as fren,jus as he treating his fren well. so frm nw onward i will stop contact with him as i nid to rearrange everything in my lifestyle, don wish to get disturb. sorry.

today i went to de suntec IT show with mi mother. i brought a mp4 and camera. total around 400 plus. now i almost broke =p so de rest of my day cannot anyhw buy thing le.must save liao, slowing use for eating.

i finally got my own mp4 and camera! im so dame HAPPY! yeshx!!!

02/03/08

2008-03-02T01:54:00.000-08:00

today off day. resting at hm.
this week nth much.everyday wrking and wrking.

23/02/08

2008-02-23T07:55:00.000-08:00

last week nv rite blog! sorry. busying watch "my gal".

this week my slping hrs very less. keep ton to watch 'MY GAL'. this show very nice. esp li jun chee. very dame handsome. Oooo

tired wrking! we got one new comer cm to my outlet. she very idiot de lehx!! humphx
backstep mi! i teach her, she don wan listen nor learn. but when my boss teach, her eyes don even blink. somemore she still dare to tel boss that i don wan or nv teach her at al. idiot lorx.!!! china gal oso CHEE BYE!!!!!!

-da gongzhu, er gongzhu and xiao gongzhu MUST SEE!!!
aft wrk shopping with my 3 princess. very dame long nv together went out le. miss de days we always together. must cm out offen okies my 3 ladies..

10/02/08

2008-02-10T08:09:00.000-08:00

busying on cny. keep going here and there. i rmb my chu1, aft i go my ahma and my aunty huse, actually shld be miting joann at tampines but in de end derrick message mi to go out slack. but joann don wan go simei than so no chioce i hv to go myself. when i reach simei i saw my sistax (derrick) his other fren and him!!
went to escplante(durain head) there.. around 1plus bahx. be4 going bck to simei we plan to go toilet first but de ms building already close liao but luckly still got de mac open. so de mac person open for us.BUT they nv wait for us oso close de doors. than sistax ,other frens ,him and i WE STUCK in MS!!!!trying to find our way out. walk until very far than got exit. but other frens were wait for us at de mac there.so we nid to walk bck there.walk until my leg dame pain. YY. but nvm i noe him already trying his best to find ways out. so i didnt make any noise. haha=x when we gt to de mac we already like half die lorx. 4 of us was dame tired. sit down and don even wan stand liao. slack at there until 2plus we than tk cad bck to simei.
i met until alot of his fren. all very handsome lehx. =x but i still miss onli him!!
hw hope tat day can jus continue. i noe he didnt care so much abt mi at there but as long i can see until him. im happy liao. his new look reali not much change.! =p

chu2 al my aunty came to my huse. but joann and my laopo ask mi out for moive. MY loapo THREAT mi!! " everytime can go mit my sistax they al cannot hv time to mit loapo. " dots. we everytime oso got mit out mahx. loapo! haha =x we get to watch de gong fu kwan lan. very dame nice. i will intro my al my fren. jay chuo i don reali like him but in this show i get to love him, cox his fighting very handsome. storie at de end quite sad. but if i were jay i wont knowleage my daddy as since he thrown mi aside and nv do wad daddy shld be doing when i were a baby. i don think know bck this daddy for?? but don care lahx. this story like tat, i oso no chioce.

chu3 went straight down to find joann .mit edward loapo and siyuan. play mahjon and 21 at her huse. mahjon i lost alot but 21 i win bck.luckly. =x

- by photo below!
*purple clothing chu1
*black clothing chu3

10/02/08

2008-02-10T08:05:00.001-08:00

10/02/08

2008-02-10T07:40:00.000-08:00

MY CHINESE NEW YEARS HAPPENING!!!

05/02/08

2008-02-05T09:10:00.000-08:00

CNY cming le yeahx!!! i will be off 5 days until monday than start wrk back.hope frm nw to i start wrk tat day can slowing pass. haha =x nth much can i rite this few days happening. as im busying on my wrk. al idiot customer last min wan do hair. i amost go crazy. tired of wrking!! but nw i will enjoy life first than go bck wrk die again =( i will try tk many many photo on CNY to show everyone my happening! wahaha =p

02/02/08

2008-02-02T07:35:00.000-08:00

this week jus busying wrking. no time for my to rest,non stop doing lorhx. al de stupid customer al cm in so late. idiot!

jus nw finish wrk, i went to find joann ( as we long time nv update liao)
actually shld mit up with laopo but in de end nv. sorry laopo =p
message him when i on my way hm. i reali miss him alot. Y.Y

12/01/08

2008-01-12T08:25:00.000-08:00

this week

1. went to kimaire night, play until siao so high! reach hm around 12plus than went
slp, next day so tired to wake up. but i still got go wrk lahz!haix
2. brought a cd gong chu xiao mei, so dame nice, watch until midnight 1 plus than go
slp, next day oso cant wake up so dame tired. but still got go wrk! sianx
3. jus nw finish wrk go mit loapo at tampines mall watch moive." one missed call"
quite scary,but nice. than we went shop shop awhile. i brought shirt and boots.
so nice i love it haha. thankx laopo to accompany shop shop. =p

1/1/08

2008-01-01T01:00:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL PEOPLE!!!

1. ytd i i got to wrk in morning
2. aft 6 i went to parkway parade to find joann
3. around 7plus we al than went to joann huse play.
4. we play card, drink, tok abt our xin shi and mani more
5. until 2plus bahx.onli left joann , her fren and mi. we fall slp
6. until 0630 i wake up than go prepare, cox they say mit 0730 to hv our breakfast
but yvonne mummy haven wake up yet so they change de time to around 0800.
7. around 0830 than we left joann huse, went to beach than hv our breakfast at mac.
8. around 1000plus than i reach hm.today can say whole day slping. haha=p

23/12/07

2007-12-23T05:47:00.000-08:00

today i off. ytd cm bck frm wrk i faster go watch de gong chu xiao mei until today morning 7 plus.. wahx de show dame nice and funny. laught until stomachache lorx.i wake up around 3plus than contiune de show until 6 plus i than go out with my mummy to interchange buy clothes. i brought one top only. sianx

anyway this week nth much, everyday doing de same thing. wrking wrking and wrking sianx so tired.but im so looking forward to tml. celebrating chirstmas at joann huse yeahx....!!=p

so sayang him... nw at NS donnoe hw le?? donnoe tml he got cm out mah? hope he can contract mi and update.miss him badly!!!!

16/12/07

2007-12-16T06:09:00.000-08:00

today im off day. wahaha finally can rest at hm. this few days nth much, everyday wrking..but i rmb on tuesday i go mit derrick to pass him his bd persent,at de same time oso mit up with "him". really very long nv see until him le.he really change alot.they plan to go his huse cox he nid to reach hm by 10. so we ride bicycle to his huse,but we only got two bicycle so he give mi a ride. i sit behind looking at his back i jus feel wan to lay on it and hope this everything can continue and nv end.i noe maybe this really very drama but this really very swt.its hard to 4get. but i heard him say tis cming friday he going to ns le.i suddly feel so sad. but at de same time he oso can faster finish his ns too..2yrs of ns i oso hv 2 more yrs in saloon shld i still hv to wait until de day we finish our thing mah?
i noe eveytime i say wan to 4get him but always..its really very hard. haix.

this few week salon dame busying lorx.im so tired until going to die soon.al customer like very late cm de lorx.everytime let us ot. idiot lorx. they not tired but we are okies. STUPID IDOT CUSTOMER!!!!!!

02/12/07

2007-12-02T07:21:00.000-08:00

today is a sunny day! in de morning aft i wake, i fast go perpare and go inter to mit up with laopo and gg son, to help gg son tk out de extension.until around 2plus laopo and gg son went hm.
i than head up to fresco at katong, whereby i wrk there in de past, cox today is last day for fresco as its closing down.=( i tk bus 31 to parkway as is jus opp to katong. in de bus i was like SONA lorx, so dame hot than sun so big and its somemore double decker.when i reach fresco i saw zhikai was standing at de counter daydreaming,i walk pass him and he cant recongise mi =p wahahahaha.he help order chocolate drink for mi(thank eu =x)and we jus chat. until elsa and her sister came, we went upstair to relax, we chat abit than al start to lying down and fall aslp, zhikai slp first, wahaha. until around 6plus elsa accompany mi go parkway to find joann and gg son at his favour guy saloon, as gg son was hving his hair cut.elsa sister called and say she coming over and so we went to parkway mall hv a walk as elsa sister wanted to buy some suff.abt few min lata zhi kai cal mi and say he going off soon as he nid to go hm to pack some suff to book in(ns) so we went bck to shop. "sorry tat we didnt tel zhikai tat we went to shopping and left him slping at de shop" =x when we reached de shop and went upstairs to relax ggson feel boring and took board games at there play with joann.(they play until very fun lorx)=) so elsa ,her sister and i went first floor to hv our dinner with aunty. but ggson and joann oso hving their dinner upstairs while playing their game too. de chef cook until very nice"thump up". the shop was very busy so aunty and uncle didnt accompany with us too long as they nid to serve other customer.aft our food elsa and her sister left. i went up to join joann and ggson. around 1 min bahx =p benjamin came, with his frens. i greet him hies and he like didnt see mi and jus walk pass. putting his bag down and i call him again and say ben euu very dao lorx, and he say sorry he didnt hear and oso i hv change alot and oso cant recongise mi. wahaha did i reali change so much tat my last time fren al cant recongise mi???? we stay there until 9 than joann ggson and i left de shop and oso last time to cm to de shop le =( and we walk until near joann huse there, one bus stop be4, ggson was tired and so ggson and mi took bus hm and joann slowing walk hm.
i promise during chinese new yrs i going aunty huse to pay a visit. will miss aunty ice cream badly........... =(

30/11/07

2007-11-29T19:50:00.000-08:00

haix. im sick again. two days fever. mc from wrk.

25/11/07

2007-11-25T03:58:00.000-08:00

haix, im sick again.this month i keep on unwell, maybe de weather bahx!!today i wake up around 7plus my whole body aches,so i go eat my med than went bck slp.but until 1plus i wake again. my body more aches.haix. slp de whole day. body still in pain. die die liao tml sill nid wrk.so tired.I WANNA A BREAK!!

16/11/07

2007-11-16T06:39:00.000-08:00

haix. im sick today. wrking half way my whole body shaking lorx,like no enegry very tired, going to faint soon. but de salon so busy i cant left like tat so i wrk until 2plus salon not tat busy already i than leave.im so xinku so i tk cab to my house here and see doctor. doctor very funny lorx, say i over wrking so i break down, as im not enough resting. maybe bahx. cox i this few day very rushing, cox i need to run two places, 700am wake up rush to raffle do al settlement things than must very fast rush to tanjong para for training. than around 1130 to 12 i need rush back to raffle to start wrking, somemore still need overtime, oso donnoe y al de coustmer like cm in so late than still wan do chemical. stupid idiot.i knock off at 8 than they al like cm in between 630 to 730, as chemical things need at least 2 to 3 hrs times.haix. im so tired. HELP MI. I NEED RESTING TOO!

03/11/07

2007-11-03T07:58:00.000-07:00

just come back from wrk.so tired...
today salon very busy lorx. no time to rest..keep standing,legs going to break.=x
now i already been transfer to arcade-shopping mall(raffle place) about 1month plus liao. everyday ot. dame tired. but at least i at there i learn many many things.thankx to de two boss ivy and katherine, two stylish emily and kenny. they al teach mi alot things.i nw than know want to be a good stylish must go though many things and oso must know hw to handle customer.but at there side all customer i met al very nice and friendly. but some very idiot face. they give mi idiot attitude i will give them atitude but is when i dame tired and oso no mood. so saloon ppl know when i give abit black face they know my mood not good at al so they wont disturb mi =x but they will still concern for mi. hahax.

many days never contract with him le. i finally know actually i can really give up on hm when i want to.cox my heart on him already break into thousands pieces and cant match back any more. maybe this story cause this to happen. i met a gal in tampines interchange(aft my wrk),she is his frenx stead. i in a sudd she tel mi she oso his ex aft she and his fren break up not long. around september perious, i don understand y de gal don like him at al y still wan to go relationship with him?? somemore she oso noe 'him' got keep contract with mi.i not angry with this but i most angry and heart brk is y he tat time already got stead still want come find mi leant money and i find it aft i leant to him he like treat mi nice bck.let mi tot he still care for mi. but nw he like nv care for mi and almost 4get he leant money form mi be4.do he tot im his money tree. 'angry'=( he nw still nv change hw he treat his gf at al. like to ask gal to find him and ask him cm find us he will say he got provention. al very idiot reason. everyone know as long is his brothers cal him out no matter hw late he sure will go. nw more worst so many cases need to solve. donnoe wad he going to do in future.but at least tis few days we nv contract let mi review bck hw i wait for him .i find myself very idiot. y shld i be de one waiting for him so long. no point loving him when he doesnt.nw shld be he wait for mi if he does.i will nv wan to love a guy when he jus treat mi as a replcement.nw i aiming is just wan do my job nice nice some more my examing coming soon, hope i can pass this two. cutting and colouring.

14/10/07

2007-10-13T10:06:00.000-07:00

today i got alot of fun. i celebrate my brithday.although its rain two time but actually didnt affect us from having fun.ytd got many frens accompany, got ade(laopo) summer(sister) joann(sister) eileen(da jie) edward(kor)melvin(gg son) sky(frens) fabian(kor) siyuan(frens)william(kor) william stead and his stead fren.we went to sentosa. we(ade summer joann elieen melvin sky) ride bicycle than de rest go swim. actually shld be happy to cycle de but at there many bangala sia, somemore they keep seeing us cycle lorx. idiot ARHX!! we scold them but they don care still keep looking!! so hate them! aft that we slack at beach sitting there chat and tk many photo. =x sky on that day like is our camera man lorx, keep help us tk photo. kekex. thankx lorx. help mi capture all de preious moment. sitting at the beach i sudd thinking abt him again,sudd feel like very long nv mit up with him le. so miss him.we play until around 7, we plan to tk cable car bck to haberfont. de sight very nice but abit too high to mi, sit too long feel like vomit.=p be4 going bck hm we went to noshinoya to hv our dinner. finally i know de feeling that food is so important, cox i whole day only hv fries and fruit onli.so hungry...aft that we when to shopping at vivo. i brought two cd one is wilber pan de new ablum and a R&B love song for my salon if not everyday at salon listen to same song oso don hv de mood to wrk lorx. sianx. shop until abt 10 or 11 we end the day and went bck home le.

at around in the aftnoon abt 3 bahx "him" he finally relpy my message say he overslept. i tell him tat my sistax not cming le but we will still mit up on other day and so he say he not cming oso but will mit mi other days too with my sistax. but i so miss him so message him again. im happy that he still will show concern abt hw my day at sentosa.its so touch in my heart. cox he seldom will ask mi.

today i realy very happy to hv your follow frens celebrate with mi.thankx lots.. deserve to hv a kiss. muackx =x wahahaha!!!!

30/09/07

2007-09-29T10:36:00.000-07:00

erm. really very long nv blog le. erm tis few days happen many many things. now i no more wrking at suntec tat kimaire le.cox i now have been transfer to raffle place THE ACARED but still under kimaire lahx.=x there got two boss,two stylish but at tis part of time i onli wrking with one boss cal ivy than two stylish (kenny & emily), three of them teach mi alot alot of things.wrk at there very relax and very happy oso cox they wont give mi de stress feeling. de boss(ivy) don hv de boss attitude, treat us very caring and good. willing to teach mi too wahahaha =x thankx yeap =p. another boss call katherine i only got see her onces so i oso donnoe abt her too much and tat time i onli go tpp help them only nv wrk with her be4 so abit scare, she coming bck on de 2nd oct as she fly to aus.donnoe wat will happen on de first mit on wrking time. but over all still wan thankx them for teaching mi alot of things.kekex

long time nv see until 'him' le. donnoe hw is he? but i heard and oso got message him sometime but only awhile.tat he kana caught but police for cig and nv wear helmet when riding motor. haix. don understand y he jus don wear. but maybe he got his own reason bahx. when i heard abt tis news i dame worry and angry for him.cox i really don wish too see him like this, so many things nid to settle, haix. i really wan to scold him. y he jus cant put on de helment. what if anything happen to him.?! do he noe i will be very sad.maybe he don even care what i worry for but i jus don wan to see him happen anything.jus wish this thing can like tat suai and aft his nw pro he can be guai abit. don let police caught euu le can? erm. can we find one day mit out. i really do miss euu lotx.

14/08/07

2007-09-14T08:11:00.000-07:00

today wrking at suntec, veri busy lorx,so tired.aft wrk i brought a shoes very nice wahaha. give laopo noe sure scold mi.=x something i hv decided, to 4get and let him go.i find myself very xinku to keep holding him on my hand, only let myself more sad.cox i noe my wish will nv cm true and he will nv will finish my wish. so i hv plan to be a veri gd and well known hairstylish. finsih my dream of stylish wrk. no more love in between my success. wish mi gd luck bahx. nw busy going to watch show nx time than update bahx.

13/09/07

2007-09-13T08:53:00.001-07:00

erm. very long nv write le.everyday doing de same things wrking slp wake wrking slp again. nth special. but one thing realy make mi very sad.
that day i off day.i went to my fren salon to learn cutting than sudd "he" call mi. i tot finally he call mi, remember mi and want to care abt mi le.cox we got quite long nv cal or message each others le.tot he really don want tok to mi or care for mi.when i listen to his phone im so happy.! but in de end he cal mi is to lent money to him. say he kana fine nid money urgent. i don hv so much money so i only can lent him half of it. he say ok another half he will ask other ppl. aft put down de phone i start to worry for him tot y so unlucky kana fine.haix. my sistax message mi to tranfer him asap "now" so i faster go bank to tranfer. actually i jus get my pay and i plan to go see doctor as my leg very pain maybe i stand too long than injure until my leg le. but cox i really hope nth will happen to him so i don care my leg le and i lent de money to him. he suddy message mi say thanks and say his fren sell his hp to lent money to him. so he will return him money first than slowly return mi.my fren see de message find veri strange than help mi cal de fren check but wat i found is tat he lie to mi !!! he tk de money to but motor. i really very angry not he tk my money to buy motor but y he want to lie to mi. ecspecally my sistax! i so trust them y must lie to mi. m i so easy to get cheat. or so bad wont lent money to fren. i noe buying motor is his dream so i confirm will help. so i message him again and ask him wat actually he lent money frm mi is for? than he say de true. i realy veri disappointed and angry.until nw im still veri sad and angry with my SISTAX.! i treat them as my sistax and my beloved person so i very trust them. than wat they did to mi. i donnoe hw mi going to ask myself to 4give him and give them de trust bck. can teach my hw.? haix. my fren say he wont return mi de money but i believe him cox last time i lent money to him he got return so i believe tis ones if he bluff mi again i believe i will be very super disappointed and will ignore him 4ever.i hv been wait for him abt half a yr le.y he jus cant understand hw i really care for him?
got one time i very sad oso cox my supervisor like not happy with mi than keep scolding mi anything i do oso wrong than i sell product actually is mine than she key under hers. i veri sad and i find myself been bully so i cry, i cal my fren and my fren make mi more angry cox she jus cant understand. so i plan to message him tot he can comfort mi or something else but in de end wat he reply is tat he going to slp soon than of cox i wont disturb him. than he oso didnt reply le. wat my fren tel mi is tat 'he' is becox he nid money than want cm find mi if not he than wont care or cal mi.
izzit tis true?? i really don wish to heard tat 'yeap he is like that'. i confirm will be heart broken.did he noe he is so important to mi....

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2007-09-13T08:53:00.000-07:00

30/08/07

2007-08-30T06:56:00.000-07:00

today off. keke.but today quite early wake up cox miting derrick(sistax).today we went bck to prss, visit many teacher. when we going off sudd rain veri heavy lorx. lucky i bring umbrella, but veri small de. =x than we share haha but in de end each of us half half wet. keke. but sudd it remind mi abt last yr hw i noe him in de first day. already one yr le bahx,since we noe each other.than aft tat summer cm find us than we go tampines mall walk walk haha.abt 3 plus bahx, derrick go simei find his brother actually i oso feel like going there but summer don wan than nv go le. cox i reali veri long nv see him le donnoe hw he.
i brought a skirt abt $30. i love de skirt =p but i rarly wear skirt so i donnoe is it nice if i wear it. wahahahaha.

23/08/07

2007-08-23T08:17:00.000-07:00

long time nv blog le. laopo scolding le.=p erm nw i bck to single cox i cant be unfair to him.so sorri to him!

today off. slp until 2 so happy wahaha.. and oso brought 2 shoes.wahahaha=x

tis few day keep hving headaches during wrking time. maybe not enough slp bahx.but reali veri pain lorx.no time to rest keep on wrk wrk wrk. reali like no life lorx.

ytd night he cal mi, ask mi to cal gary. to ask him cal him bck NW! haix than sec time he cal mi to cal gary again his attitude veri wad lorx. ask ppl for help oso must be gd mahx, where got ppl asking for help give attitude de. like i own him . haix. sad!but at de end he turn bck to normal.hope he wont do tat again.

tis few day will be busy so no time to blog le. see when i blog again bahx. wahahaha =x

13/08/08

2007-08-12T09:05:00.000-07:00

erm. quite long nv rite le. got mani mani thing to write. buts.. almost 4getting le. i try to write and recall bck as i can kies! wahaha =x

i 4get when tis happen le but i still rmb tat i jus finish wrk & i rush down to 802 to find joann. her fren treat us drink. than i drink so much"to mi"than i drunk le. walk oso veri hard than luck got my fren send mi hm if not sure die.when i almost reach hm i vomit lot at outside and oso in my bath room. feel veri xin ku lorx. so i prmoise im not going to drink again unless got any celebration.

national day, i go find aunty they al first as they say they veri long time nv see mi le ,so i went there to visit them. than i go ps to find yvonne and joann. when i mit until yvonne she tel mi one thing tat reali make mi veri sad is , de guy im waiting for, she saw him hugging a gal and maybe tat gal shld be his gf bahx.haix actually i shld go find derrick but i misunderstood tat his ms is marine south, i tot is marine square!so in de end nv mit until him le missh my gd gd sistax! aft tat we go find adeline(laopo)edward (kor) fabian(kor) william(kor) eileen(laopo sister) and one more gal (i donnoe her name) to see firewrk! but i think last yr de better lorx! at least last yr de got mani shape, eg heart shape.but tis yr like veri normal lorx.aft finish watching we noe train sure mani ppl tk de so we decided to hv our dinner. sudd i feel so miss him but i noe he got gf le. but heart so pain.so i message him say,' hies. heard frm my fren tat euu nw got gf le. hope euu can veri xin fu with her . happy national day!' but he reply say he still single. tat time im so happy. =x but one thing tat reali make mi feel tat we reali no fate le is tat he oso with my gd gd sistax hving dinner at marine south! if tat day i got go find my sistax maybe i can see til him le bahx. reali veri long nv see him le. missh him lotx! of cox my sistax too =p when we going hm tat time, cox fabian go probation so he must reach hm by 10 he almost late lorx. cox de stupid cad so long . cal to book than de line so busy! than luckly he saw a cad tat he can tk so he faster tk le than go . left adeline(laopo) elieen(laopo sister) another gal (i donnoe her name) and mi at marina square waiting for de STUPID cad. donnoe wad tk him so long lorx. wait for almost an hour oso nv cm than we cal bck to de cad hq than their line busy again! haix. so in de end we didnt wait for de cad le we jus anyhw sit one cad go hm le.i reach hm abut 1plus bahx i think! nx day still nid wrk so tired.

today i wrking at suntec than de zhang dong liang got go there oso for signnig de ablum! he veri cute lorx. handsome oso! wahahaha.. i still got video its down! =p
my fren still go buy his cd to go up to get his sign. aiyo! =p but he reali veri handsome and oso veri cute ;]

29/07/07

2007-07-29T07:41:00.001-07:00

wahahahah=x i brought my favour phone le!! 6110 is mine!! wahahaha=p

today i veri unluckly sia, fall down la, kick until something veri pain and my leg hit until something than becm blue black! sad YY

wonder shld i give my new num to him mahx not?? haix if i wanna to 4get him i shldnt give him horx. but like tis we reali one day will lose contact de lehx.confuse!

today salon okies onli not so busy..but i still veri tired cox i ytd 2 plus than slp cox watching show. =x than today in train fall aslp until over station le. i alight at tiong baru. but luckly onli one stop if not i sure late for wrk! kekex

28/07/07

2007-07-28T06:40:00.000-07:00

wahahaha!! today i got my ite scholarship!! planing to buy one 6110 to comfort mi for wrking so hard..=x

actually ytd in de morning i dediced to message him and ask him wan go watch moive with mi de.. de show 'ALONE' but he didnt reply mi,but does him noe this message is important between us?? unless he.. but in de end he realy didnt reply and oso i find it veri xin ku as i reali donnoe wheather do i have a chance?? so nw i think i tempoary will 4get my past between us.and i wont message euu anymore le.. until euu willing to contact mi.today morning, i sudd feel veri hate euu.. oso donnoe y? maybe this is one thing tat can let mi stop thinking of euu bahx. i believe i realy can, cox last time i can so nw shld be can oso! jus give mi time i believe i can!!

today salon quite busy de.. doing reborning, wash hair and colouring! see them cutting hair i oso feel like cutting, but soon i going to learn it. hope i can faster learn it.=x kekex

25/07/07

2007-07-25T06:20:00.000-07:00

erm. today i off day.so GOOD!! feel like very long nv stay at hm and eat my mummy cooked food le.yammy!

today whole day at hm playing my com. playing de sims, creating and designing huse,maybe nx time in my furture i will design my own huse.! wahaha=x

feel like message him.but ytd night i think veri properly le. he doesnt care for mi and oso he doesnt noe that there is someone still waiting for his message and his call. hw hope i reali got de daring to tell him that i reali do love him.! y everything i so dare but only this thing i don even dare, like a small mouse.! m i at his irritating list? cox from wat i noe him,only his irritate list he will message them tat he is busy so lata he than message them,unless he reali very busy,like that time he tel mi be4 that got one gay keep message him than he will reply he is busy so lata he than message him but of cox he didnt message tat person! what abt mi? m i same as that gay. at his irritate list? but i reali hope we can go back to our swt memories part!do he still care for mi? do he still love mi? do i reali nid to give up on tis relationship? can anyone teach mi wat to do? i nv met this thing be4 i reali donnoe wat to do nx? he got hurt mi two time le.i reali veri regrate to let him go. do he noe tat i got blog ? did he read be4? do he noe what im thinking nw?
do i hv a chance to say "i love eu" to him? im scare! if i reali nid to let him go and put this thing down i think i not going to get in love anymore le bahx. cox my heart will be dead not going to grow anymore .!

24/07/07

2007-07-24T07:57:00.000-07:00

erm. ytd happen one thing happen tat make mi very sad and worry..is abt my loapo thing haix..wat happen between them worhx.. anyway if euu don wan say than nvm.. as long euu ok le than okies le...

tis two day my shop sooooo free no ppl de,haha can slp or play card at shop!!

tis two day i so miss him.tml im off.. yeshx. wonder he will ask mi out mahx not?=x

now one of my fren so swt.. wonder when will be mine nehx??

21/07/07

2007-07-22T06:12:00.000-07:00

erm. just come back from wrk.. today de shop quite free,but last min,going to close shop le than got two customer cm in. idiot!!!"pls nx time cm early"ARHX!=x

aft i finish my wrk,my mood sudd very bad cox when i do my setterment sudd come out lot problem than my boss like not happy hais..and i feel like tokng to someone. so i message him see he free to tok ma.. hahax=x lucky he is..than we chat on phone from outram to paya labar..we chat lot of thing lorx.he like very happy on phone cox he keep laugh and de background veri niosy, like at pub and he like got eat med lorx, but he didnt la.. of cox!!!cox he watch mr.bean. watch oso watch himslef de lorx. nv share.. humphx =p but nw i feel like watching de "AlONE" hope can watch with him..kekex anyway hope can everyday like tis can chat. promise and confirm i will change de thing tat euu don like de.. !! de promise bwt euu and mi!

21/07/07

2007-07-21T08:40:00.000-07:00

Haix Tired!! jus cm bck hm onli.. today salon quite busy lorx, non stop de.. reach there put my thing down than got customer cm in hais.. eat my breakfast oso veri hard.lucky got one customer treat us eat bao if not i sure hungry until die. frm morning 9plus start until at night 8plus.. actually today shld be 7 knock off le..hais! who cal de stuipd customer last min cm in do reborning..ARHX!!! than do de hair until i late go mit my laopo they all. somemore one of my fren cm salon find mi, let him wait oso paiseh lorx.. sorri worhxx. sky!!

Aft wrk my fren and i faster go tk mrt to find laopo they al than de train so many ppl than sqeeze until i wan die liao lorx.but sudd i smell until a perfume that same as him(someone i waiting for) de..but i veri scare to see him lorx, cox i scare lata he saw my fren and i walk together,he will misunderstand..

when i mit until laopo they al, they like wan go hm le.. shack! but becox i hungry so they pei my fren and i eat le than go hm... de noodle veri nice lorx.=x

nw i veri worri tat my sistax and my kor will quarrel lorx...hais. don like to see my fren with other fren wan quarrel. make until i in a veri hard position lorx. hais

ytd i msn with my sistax, he tel mi something tat make mi veri worri for him(someone i waiting for).. scare he will happen anything.. hais. y he like to do things tat will make mi worry for him.. do he noe i will worry for him de!!!haissss

20/07/07

2007-07-20T02:19:00.000-07:00

erm.today nv go wrk.=x tk mc wahahaha~!
morning go see doctor to tk mc.. de doctor like veri gd lorx.touch my wist here and there abit than noe wad happen!hahax =p but de main thing is de mc she give mi..
aft i go see doctor finish i go eat with my mother.. long time nv go eat with her le..hais..

At around 2plus i mit summer and ade, we go tampines mall walk walk,we together go eat de pasta than de ppl there like give attitube lorx.idiot!! arhx! aft tat i feel like going pizza hut continue eat haha.. but like eat alot le..lata get fat hw..!!! haix so in de end nv go le. than we move on to cs there window shopping haha!!
i ask around abt de nokia 6110 like getting more x lehx.. i think better don ask anymore lata more and more x hw... but i reali hope to hv it.. haix..

ytd night de dream veri swt sia.. ^^ abt him and mi.. shhhhhhhhhh cannot say lata nv cm true hw.. wahahaha lame!^^i wonder did he got de same dream as mine??? =x feel like telling him..but donnoe he will bother mahx.. hais...

19/07/07

2007-07-19T08:20:00.000-07:00

erm today morning so tired!! cox ytd night didnt slp well. keep turning on bed.haix
donnoe izzit keep turning than sprain til my back or wat..sit at mrt too long my backbone veri pain,bend down than veri hard to stand straight haix.. like ah ma lorx.
my stylish still say, when we here got one ah ma.. sad =( donnoe tml shld i tk mc, go see doctor?? =x

today salon not so busy.. one in one out so still can handle..

finally today my hp nv give mi problem!! wahahaha =x so aft wrk feel like toking to him,i message him but he didnt reply so i cal him cox my back bone so pain and at mrt oso nth to do "sooo boring"..tats y i cal him, but he say his hp going low batt le sad..everytime i wan cal him my phone give mi problem than finally my phone guai guai today his phone low batt haix sob sob..i reali miss him!! feel like toking to him!!
hais......

18/07/07

2007-07-18T02:16:00.000-07:00

i finally got blog le..wahahha

today whole day at summer huse doing my blog thing..

thankx summer help mi create it!!

erm. ytd im so tired.. whole day at salon so sianx..

at night i quite happy de cox i quite long nv tok to him le.

but i veri sad and jealous de cox i heard a gals voice at de bck.

but he like noe i sad and jealous like tat... wahahaha =x

he still will bother explain to mi.. actually is his sister and mummy.haha!!

but he say wan cal mi lata but he didnt, than i message him he oso didnt reply..haix saded

ytd my phone make mi angry sia.! arhx

keep on no reception, feel like changing to 6110 wahahaha

but 400plus lehx.. donnoe shld i buy mahx lorx.

haix.

nw wrking at chinatown so tired must veri early wake up.

sit de train so sianx!!

hope one day can see him at train too hahaha

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2007-07-18T01:11:00.000-07:00

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却并不容易生死由天决定不要太伤心

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不能再陪你但不要忘记你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

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